Thursday, February 07, 2013

Stay or No Stay .. ??? BIG QUESTION MARK !

As salam people,

Yeah... Holiday is around the corner ! To all my Chinese friends, Happy New Year.. Gong Xi Fa Chai.. Hope you guys enjoy your Snake year that will bring prosperity and harmony to your life... Chaiyo !

(credits to NG SAW HOON - IVERSON Assosiates)

Speaking about Chinese New Year, well well well.. So excited.. Get soo many invitations from my friends and my boss. I am officially booked for 1st and 2nd day or Raya Cina.. Hihihihihi.. But of course, ZERO angpow for me.. ( Just get married 2 months ago).. Hahahha.. Angpow is not a big deal.. As long as I can live and celebrating the harmony of other races big day ! < Yeayyyy .. !! >

Sadly, this CNY will be the last CNY for me and my beloved lady boss. She will go off soon as she has found her happiness at other place. Mixture feelings... Sad, Happy, Worry.. Sad that our BIG SISTER is leaving us.. HAPPY that she finally find her true happiness.. WORRY that will I be able to stand alone without her words supporting me.. :'(

And guess what, I have received phone call from my dream company to attend an interview... Opppss ! Talk to my husband and OF COURSE he let me attend cause he is also an employee there... Many BUTS ... ?? (sounds funny).. But but but ??? My director has giving me full trust to stay and help my team grow while we're looking for her replacement.. ARGHHHH... 

I know that the chance of me getting hired there is 50-50.. And everyone needs me to stay here... What should I do then? Ya Allah, please help me through this. Please open my mind, heart and eyes to choose the best decision for my future.. Amin.. 

Well... I'm expecting something more bigger than this.. Yea... Allah knows better.. 

**** Take the risk to change. You will enjoy more success ***** 

I'm out... !! 


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