Suami oh Suami

Migrain oh migrain. Xsah mn xdtg dlm seminggu. Aduhaaiii rasanya hanya aku yang tauk. Mata daie telinga smua rasa kenak tarit.. 

Dlm mbak palak sakit, mbak juak dirik ngn suami and anak kesayangan ke makan selamat birthday anak buah. Ola tedah anak buah, bapak gk on duty di perantaun xda sambut birthday skali. Habis makan, beloya loya lah sikit dgn adik beradik mak bapak. Mun x palak sakit dah laju kaki tangan berkaroksss smpe tgh mlm. Plus ujan serindik serindik. 

Xtahan agik mbak lah suami ngn anak kesayangan pulang. Lega nya rasa bila dh smpei rumah, dptlah tido awal tok. Bila pegi cek pintu blkang, adohhhh!!! Aku nesah tadik baju blm bejemor.. Rasa mcm diheret lah bdan pegi mandik lah dolok lpas tok jemor baju. Tetemu sang suami gk ddok nge'vape'. Dengan muka sesweeettt manjakkk abiss "Beeeeeeee~~~~. Mintak tolong jemor baju leh x~~? Palak kmk sakit glak. Sang suami "Aieeee...". Muka nya pn mcm menjus jakk.. Oklah. Xpa. Kali suami kepak. Ne ndak keja lua seari2 bpnas kepak kali. Xpalah. Seret badan ke blakang jemo baju. 

Angkat baju cgek cgek dengan palak berat, rasa mok nangis jak. Baruk nk sidei baju ke 3, "Aie.. Tek suroh org jemo, pegi lah atas nun". "Xpalah, klak mek jemor jakk." (Sambil mbak muka rajuk) " Ehhhhh.. Gi lah ats nun. Xda org ngn ank". Dlm hati melompat sbenanya. Yeay! Dpt rilek tdo awal. Trus pecut masok bilit, tpksa juak nelan panadol 2 igek then trus msok tido ngn anak tercinta. Nsb lah anak kesayangan x merengek sblm tido. 

Keesokkannya slps balit kerja ptg, nk ambik baju lah di blkg sblom org sblah mengasap. Bau pandok baju klak lelah suami ku jemor. Bila ngga rupa baju dijemor, hmmm!! Rsa panas ati da juak dgn lintang pukang p mostly lucu bh!! Dgn sloa besepit ntah ke mana, baju senget di gantung, pa tah lagi shawl aku disidei cmya ajak x berhanger.. Nama bini tok, sidei baju mesti sistematik. Baju tshirt ada hanger drkpun, sloa pnjg, sloa pendek smua ada khas hanger drkpun. Hahahhaah !! Suami aku tok skati nya medo ajak.. Dgn susunan kain dijemor sebarang. Adohhaiii..  P bila pikir2 balit, aku ng syukor gilak gilak ada suami yg understanding and ringan tulang wlapun ada lmbat ckit nk ngagak. Walaupun suami aku x sekaya Tuan Anas Mikhael, x sehensem Playboy itu Suami Aku.. He will always be my super duper hero. Mmg kerenah suami kita tok byk kdg xdpt terimak akal, tapi if kita bini bini tok jus think positif, insya allah segalanya mudah. Walaupun mulut suami mdh nisik, tapi suami nak ne lah sanggup ngga bini bertarung sakit sorg dirik ngurus rumah. Nak?? Mmg kita bini maok smua kerja rumah settle cpt but trust me, si suami will take time nk agak kerja. Mmg lmbt but eventually cdak akan agak juak. Jgn lah hari2 bini ngerepak ngarah ya ngarah tok. Ne ndak suami boring. See?? And bila suami dh agak kerja ya, jgn sekali kali jadi Juri Jemputan nk komen segala mcm. Nama org laki ego tinggi, susah skit cdak nk terimak kritikan especially from bini. Dhlah ari ari ngarah sruh agak kerja, then dh org polah di complaint agik. From there U can see that tolak ansur is important. Jangan lupak say thank you to suami dh tolong. Berik upah juak tedah suami nak. Rindokla ckit ati suami makin bertambah rajin nolong bini di rumah. 

Cun juak ari sejok mlm tok.. ~~~

Friends for benefit

Apa friends for benefit? Adakah bila benefit ya dah expired, friend pun sama akan dilupak. 

I'm thankful to have friends yang I can say true friends. Paling penting, time susah sidak akan always be by my side, although jauh dari mata, tapi sentiasa ada masa when I need them. You know who you are. 

But then, ada juak type kawan yang take our friendship for granted. Aku not say smua but then ada jenis macam ya. Mentang-mentang among friends Si A tok sorang jak yang ada stable career, ada kereta and of course ada duit masok every month. Kawan-kawan Si A plan mok pegi sana sini during the weekend, oh yes untuk meet up katanya. By then, bila dah sampei, boleh madah xada bajet lah, boleh x advance ngn Si A lah.. What thee..?? If xada bajet, jgn bajet macam ada. Si A dahlah perempuan, anak sulong nak pikir berik duit ngn parents gik, baya sini baya sana. And bila Si A xjoin meet up, alu lah.. Macam2.. 

See.. I want to see bila kawan-kawan Si A tok klak dah bekerja. Will you do the same thing? Jangan kelak di ajak meet up macam-macam alasan. Si A pun maok juak merasa duit ktk orang. Not fair mala ajak Si A yang ngelua bajet. 

Jangan pandang orang yang dah ada stable job can spend money like you see on the tv. We try to earn as much as we can because we dah ada responsibility and commitment. Especially to our parents. And those kereta, fuel, belanja kerja and of course to ourselves gik. Penat2 kerja, tapi duit xdpt merasa dirik pun. 

Berkawan boleh beribu, tapi jangan sampei duit kenak makan beribu juak. Agak2 lah nak mintak spon kawan nangga kirik kanan kawan dolok. 

Place of Bla Bla

I'm not a keyboard warrior. But then, there are some stories that I would love to share with you guys. There are some personal opinions that I would love you guys to know. 

Hahahah. Then, this will be the place for sharing. Most likely is about my thoughts/opinions. Yeahhh. I have FB, Instagram and Twitter, but of course the text space is to tiny for me to write about the things I want to share 😅😅😅.

I will keep my blog updated this time. I promise 😌😌. By then, adios. 

Is this consider a come back??

As salam people!!.. There u go.. It's been like few months I didn't update thisss bloogg.. Apologize for the delay.. U know. Everything had changed this few months.. My career, my personal life...

Well.. Me and my husband are welcoming our new member in da housee. Yeayy!! Alhamdulillah.. Our precious little princess.. My fingers all this while are busy choosing and buying our baby thingy and that is the main reason why I have to push away my keyboards a lil while..

My career?? Yea.. I actually have been offered a job at my dream company.. wallaaa.. That time I was in Sabah enjoying my post honeymoon with my hubbie which I was 4 months preggy.. That was a huge biggy goody news that I received aside from my pregnancy.. This is all the best wedding gift ever to me.. Come in one package.. hahahaha.. Thanks Allah..

So now.. What am I currently enjoying?? My 'berpantang' period.. oo gosh.. A malay tradition that I need to bear with in order for me to maintain the healthy and slimmer body.. and yesss.. I'm enjoying this moment with my precious one..

Seems like the writing is a bit boring there, huh.. stay tuned foe the next update.. I have plenty of time to share with u all my next entry.. Well.. multitasking mummy is here.

***** be thankful of what Allah have provided u with. Allah knows best*******

Being Sarcastic...

As salam people,

Well, today is the end of February. .Tomorrow, in sha Allah we will meet March... And yeay! Hepi bday to my big brother... Today you turn 25, bro! May Allah bless you always in what you do.. Keep positive! (text him already... and he replied, 'Thanks, my lovely sis!'.. ;).... And of course, TOMORROW is my BIGGIE DAY... but Mr Hub is away... Sob sob sob...

This morning sending my in-law to airport. Alhamdulillah... They finally have a chance to perform their 'umrah'. Since Hub is away, so only left me, my younger brother and sister-in-law. Poor them.. This is the 1st time they been apart with their parents for quite a long time... Plus, only can communicate through Watsapp and Tango.. :(

So, get a watsapp message from my girlfriends. One of them actually print screen one of our high school EX-FRIEND facebook post... She posted something bad about Muslim girls (she's a  non Muslim). Recently, she always posted racism issue especially to Malays. I don't understand a thing why she CHANGE drastically. Back then when we were in our high school time, she is really friendly and are open to any races. Plus, his father works with the government, you know. But now, when she starting her so-called DEGREE IN LAW, naaaaahhhh.... She started pointing fingers at government especially to Malays. So sad... But she is one of the BUMIPUTRA categories. She always 'perasan' that she is MAT SALEH (actually her mom is). I don't know. She seems like want to start a racism fire among her friends in fb. Thinking to remove her from my friend list, but maybe is too obvious to do it right now. Still can wait for few days, I supposed.. Hihihihihi..

In my opinion, whether you are study LAW, ENGINEERING, ACCOUNTING, MANAGEMENT or whatever studies, PLEASE DO THINK CAREFULLY before you express your grievances/frustration in your social media account. YES, YOU ARE EDUCATED but please... !! WISE people DO NOT use harsh words/ statement to condemn others. Debate FAIRLY. If you are truly daring enough to speak out in your social network, come, go out and show to the world and voice out your feelings.

Although, I'm not a government servant and not a so-called government die-hard-supporter, but I do respect others. Bring the issue to the right channel.. Let people hear you... You know..


********* Never let your emotion takes over what your brain needs to do ***********

I'm out !~~~~~

HIJAB.... :)

As salam guys & gurls,

So sleeeeeeppyy after having laksa for lunch.. Waaaa... (Skip my breakfast today.. Wake up late and have to rush to the office before Boss come.. That's why am having so-called heavy lunch)... Dropped by at LOF Bakery to buy biscuits, tuna pizza and bla bla bla.. (This one I keep for our hi-tea later.. Hahaha.. Sooner I will become one of those BIG BALL (wipe out thingy)..)...

I just want to share something interesting about Hijab with you guy. Well, I am new to this. Before I get married, yeah FREE HAIR goes along the way.. And now, I am one of those Hijabi Lady..

Most people who are non Muslim do asked me, why majority of the Muslim women need to wear Hijab after they got married? Obey the husband or what.. Well, for what I can tell you is, from my experience, I'm wearing Hijab not because I'm being forcing by my husband or what so ever people out there. If we do something by the power of forcing, it will not last long. I'm wearing Hijab because it's my duty as a Muslim lady to represent to other, I am belong to Allah, my husband and my family only. Yeahhh. Of course some of you will said why I don't do this earlier. Well, it is depend on Allah. I do realize this 1 week before I am getting married.

Well, the changes really change my whole life. Before this, most people will look all over your body.. Trying to scan as much as possible. That looks sometimes really makes me uncomfortable to meet people out there. With Hijab now, when I meet people they will slowly turn their eyes down. Something like giving respect to me. Masya Allah, this is one really major advantage that I experience wearing Hijab..

People will respect you. Trust me..

Stay or No Stay .. ??? BIG QUESTION MARK !

As salam people,

Yeah... Holiday is around the corner ! To all my Chinese friends, Happy New Year.. Gong Xi Fa Chai.. Hope you guys enjoy your Snake year that will bring prosperity and harmony to your life... Chaiyo !

(credits to NG SAW HOON - IVERSON Assosiates)

Speaking about Chinese New Year, well well well.. So excited.. Get soo many invitations from my friends and my boss. I am officially booked for 1st and 2nd day or Raya Cina.. Hihihihihi.. But of course, ZERO angpow for me.. ( Just get married 2 months ago).. Hahahha.. Angpow is not a big deal.. As long as I can live and celebrating the harmony of other races big day ! < Yeayyyy .. !! >

Sadly, this CNY will be the last CNY for me and my beloved lady boss. She will go off soon as she has found her happiness at other place. Mixture feelings... Sad, Happy, Worry.. Sad that our BIG SISTER is leaving us.. HAPPY that she finally find her true happiness.. WORRY that will I be able to stand alone without her words supporting me.. :'(

And guess what, I have received phone call from my dream company to attend an interview... Opppss ! Talk to my husband and OF COURSE he let me attend cause he is also an employee there... Many BUTS ... ?? (sounds funny).. But but but ??? My director has giving me full trust to stay and help my team grow while we're looking for her replacement.. ARGHHHH... 

I know that the chance of me getting hired there is 50-50.. And everyone needs me to stay here... What should I do then? Ya Allah, please help me through this. Please open my mind, heart and eyes to choose the best decision for my future.. Amin.. 

Well... I'm expecting something more bigger than this.. Yea... Allah knows better.. 

**** Take the risk to change. You will enjoy more success ***** 

I'm out... !!